the hardest thing to do . . .

One of the most difficult things to do is to leave the hospital without Tyler. He has to stay a bit longer to help his respiratory status improve.

Walking through the hallways late in the evening - all the hospital departments have closed for the day. All one can hear is the echo of footsteps. I should be hearing the sound of 'woo hoo' or 'hi mom' or 'get out'

Those are the sounds that I often times will hear from Tyler.

I really don't like to wish my life away but I do wish the next two weeks would just go by in the blink of an eye so our lives can return to normal.